I'm still alive
Topic: General

See! I'm not dead.

Some ideas
Mood:  not sure
Topic: General

So, just throwing out some ideas here about the website.

I know I need to figure out a way to organize and streamline the Music section and whatever I figure out for that will be going towards the Movie section that's coming soon as well.

Okay, everybody knows all about "Podcasts". I'm thinking I may try something like that but put it in straight up .MP4 format for iPods and PSP's. Not sure if that's a format that Zune will be able to use or not but I'll cross that bridge when I get to it.

The other question involed with that would be how often would I do that. Daily? Weekly? Monthly?

And would that take the place of written blog entries or should I keep doing the blog along side it to fill in the gaps?

Let me know what you think. It'll definitely suck up space and bandwidth to do it but I think it'd be worth it.

Let me know what you think.

Damn that lazy son of a...
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: Tori Amos - The Beekeeper
Topic: me and people

I went to see Clerks II tonight. Great movie. Laughed my ass off.

I've had such an unbelievably lazy weekend. I haven't done a damned thing that's any bit productive. Oh well. Can't go back in time now, can I? Hmmm. Maybe I can. Let me think about this a sec.

I've got it!!!

Nevermind. I'll never be able to find enough albino chimpanzees to make it work.

So, What should I do to spice up my life?

Sound off in the comments and let me know. Best idea gets me to buy them a cupcake*.

 

*Some restrictions apply. If I'm gonna buy your ass a cupcake you need to be somewhere nearby and/or willing to come to my lazy ass in order to get it. DC friends may also be eligible to collect during the week I'm down there in August. No purchase necessary but if you want to buy me expensive things, please feel free.

I remember the song about running through the wet grass.
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: Better Than Ezra - Greatest Hits
Topic: Feelings
So I was strolling through BullMoose today and I caught it out of the corner of my eye. Better Than Ezra's Greatest Hits CD. God, I loved listening to them back in the day on CYY. I had to get it. I used to sit and just lose myself into the song "Desperately Wanting". There's just something about it that makes me feel all introspective.

So, now that I'm feeling all introspective...

I think my disconnection from the whole world the past few months has been from my total downfall into the pit of loneliness. I have been desperately seeking some sort of companionship and it's making me isolate myself even more. What an idiot! Well, I'm trying to make nice and get to know some new people and reconnect with old friends. Maybe along the way I'll find somebody, be it a love interest or just friend, that can keep me company and I wont feel so crappy anymore.

If I can manage to keep this website up to date then maybe I wouldn't lose touch with so many people too. LOL.

Crawling out of the pit
Mood:  surprised
Now Playing: AFI - Decemberunderground
Topic: General
Where the hell have I been?!?! God only knows. I'm back though. Been taking things easy. Still working away at the bank. There are a couple new people in my department. One of them is this guy named Frank and he's gotten me into playing World of Warcraft.

Yeah, I'm a dork! Wanna make something of it!

Went down to DC again in May and had a blast. I'm going back for my August vacation. Well, at least part of it. I'm coming back before my 2 weeks is over though because Andy and Jeremy are getting married on the 26th. I'm anxious to go to that. They both mean a lot to me as friends and it makes me happy that they can share that love they have for eachother with their friends and family the way that they are.

I had the craziest dream last night. I dreamt that Nancy (Denis' fiance) and I were vigilante crime fighters and we were kicking asses and taking names. Not much to the dream as a whole but just struck me as a bit odd.

Yep, I'm playing around with things. I was able to post a pic to my blog directly from my phone. Okay, so my basement is a dump right now. I'll get around to it.

It's a new year???
Mood:  celebratory
Now Playing: Nothing specific.
Topic: General
Inspired by my friend ChillyCub, I'm putting my New Years resolutions here because it seems like something very appropriate to share.

1. Get my MCSE 2003 with Security.

*If you know what that is, you get a gold star on the friend chart.*

2. Learn Japanese to the point where I can read it and understand a basic conversation.

*A lot of people have questioned me on this one. I'll explain it in an entry on a later date.*

3. Build my friendship base within the "Bear/Cub" community.

*I feel at home with these types of guys. What can I say?*

4. Maintain this blog a LOT more.

*I need to share me with the world if the world wants to share itself with me.*

5. Come up with more goals.

*Because one should always have goals they're trying to reach.*

So that's a start. My brain is churning with ideas so I'll put them out soon. See. I'm already working on #4.

Like anything you do, as anyone you are.
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: My Chemical Romance - Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge
Topic: me and people
I know it's been a long time. I'm sorry, so sorry.

I finally got my XBOX 360 just 2 days before Christmas `05. It's a wonderfully beautiful machine although the power brick on it scares me a bit. I may have to reinforce the living room floor to support the weight of it. I'm such a game junkie.

So I haven't spent much time improving myself lately, just thinking about improving myself.

I got a call from Jessica (Yes, THE Jessica) tonight. I about shit myself hearing her voice on the other end of the phone. I've been thinking about her and our many exploits lately. I definitely need to get out of the house more and I'll have to start by visiting her. It's her B-Day this week and I feel like a horrible friend for not having kept in touch with her.

What happened to the social side of me? I'm not being social because I want to work on me but I haven't been working on me so what do I do now? God, I wish I had more time in the day.

Thank you and God bless, Rosa.
Mood:  sad
Topic: General
I just found out a little while ago that Rosa Parks died tonight at the age of 92. What else can I say but she was an integral part of the civil rights movement and I know that my life would be drastically different if she would have given up that seat on the bus. She spoke out for human rights and opened Americas eyes. Thank you, Rosa. God bless and rest in peace.

Where have I been...
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Coheed and Cambria - Good Appollo, I'm Burning Star IV: From Fear Through the Eyes of Madness
Topic: General
Okay. A lot's been going on and I haven't had the heart to update the page for a while and there has also been a lack of time for updates the past couple of weeks.

Jonathan and I are not together at this point. We'll just leave it at "Let's see where we're at when I'm ready to move to DC."

I've been covering for Pat at work for 2 weeks. I've been working doubles and it's wearing me out. Luckily he'll be back next Tuesday so I'll get a chance to get back to my life.

Am I a whiny little bitch? Probably. Oh well. I'll work on it.