Mood:
Now Playing: Coheed and Cambria
Topic: Feelings
So, I talked to Steve tonight. It was a great conversation. I've missed him. He's actually got a new boyfriend named Jamie. I'm happy for him too. I'm glad that things went the way they did between us but it still feels kind of weird in a way. I guess because I'm looking for love too. Steve made me feel great and I have a whole lot of love in my heart for him but where's that guy that I can hold and call mine for the rest of my life?
Jonathan definitely has all the qualities I'm looking for in a guy but he's going to be moving back to DC in a few months.
Maybe I am feeling lonely. I don't know. Am I getting old and ready to settle down? If I am, where's the right guy? I guess I just need somebody nice to cuddle with. I need to feel warm on the inside. Steve kinda made me feel that way but not quite as much as I feel I need.
I think I'm ready for my life.
Posted by Dave
at 9:20 PM EST